i've been thinking so much lately

so much that it drives me into an emo state

i just feel that this isn't a very good month for me
well but then again
i've been going out so much lately
that i've lost track of my own time
so much that i couldn't remember who i went out with
ok that isn't the main point
too many things have been happening together at once
and it seems like every0ne is gasping for air

it really hurts to see you like this
you're trying so hard to put up a strong face
so that everyone will think that you're fine
but deep down inside i know it hurts alot
everytime i look into your eyes
i know tears are flowing by
it's his lost for letting you go
because he can't see the beautiful you
fear not
because you will have us
the ones that will stand by you even when the sky falls