Tuesday, July 11, 2006

this world is muchly filled with 3 simple things.. love, hatred and biasness.. how do you love someone or being loved by someone..? or simply why do hatred exist.. issit becos of the failing relationship which lead to hatred.. or smth else..? some of you might ask why am i touching on this topic instead of writing my usual lifestyle.. its becos of someone important to me being bullied by his/her own family.. being the youngest in the family, issit it suppose to be the one being dote on most..? instead his/her family rather dote on the 2 elder brothers more.. issit becos he/she "sway" life or just simply becos the world is lidat and there's nth we can do about it except bow down to fate..
his/her parents always say "NO" whenever she asked if she can go out with any of her friends.. but on the other hand, "YES" is always answered towards her brother whenever he asked the same question.. is this biasness or just becos his/her brother is older..
ever since he/she was a kid, his/her savings always went missing.. from as little as $1 to as big as $10.. his/her parents was never at home so she cant suspect them, but her 2 brothers are always at home.. so tell me people, issit either one of the 2 brothers who took it or it simply just vanish into thin air..? even so, there's no proof that either of his/her 2 brothers took it.. so wad to do..? he/she simply just have to keep her mouth shut and bear with the fact that his/her money was always missing and home was never a safe place..
do parents even care whether love and concern is there..? or they simply just think that by giving u pocket money and giving u a place to stay is consider love.. if that's wad they think then they both failed as a parent.. they never listen to him/her and always pointed him/her as wrong..
i shall give an example.. once he/she went out with his/her family on an outing which was very rare.. though its rare, she tried to grab the chance to make up for the lost in communication with his/her family members.. they went for lunch and his/her parents started talking about work stuffs and soon, out of the blue, became family matters.. they kept saying that he/she is very naughty and kept going out and have fun.. surprisingly she rebutted! but no success came through.. instead his/her parents turned away when he/she tried to speak up for him/herself.. is this a form of ignoring or parents just dont want to admit that their wrong at times.. they forced us to say sorry and they themselves dont have the guts to say it out..
what is this world becoming to..? or issit becos the world is already this way and im just dreaming that it will become better..

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