today's module sucks to the core
I can barely understand a single shit
today is CHRIS' 19th Birthday
surprised him at his class with a birthday cake
watched "Mr. Woodcock" with him at cwp
and yes, i took the couple seat with him
and fcuk, there's only the two of us watching
aftermath he headed down to J8
while I rode home


I think i've been trying too hard
to keep you
you are so near
but yet seem so far
you're not the girl I used to know
because I can understand you no more
you've changed not little
but alot

girl
I wanna thank you
for the memories you've given me
all the talking to
and nonsensical things we've shared
how I wished that
things wouldn't turn out this way
but it seems that no matter what I do
you just drift further and further away


if only time would stand still