i just realise out of the ordinary blue
that i actually have VERY few friends
friends as in the ones that will stood by you
if you say friends as in those generally friends
well i got plenty
i got friends that look for you only
when they're in trouble, feeling down, in need of money etc.
basically those that will not look for you and ask how are you doing
a phone call from them and you will know it spells trouble

i have always been running away from this fact
always believing that i got many good friends
the ones that are worth remembering

i felt rather queasy nowadays
i just got a very strong feeling that everything is not right
it just feels so not right to the point where i'm tired of it
even when i just woke up
i would feel tired and the need to sleep more
i'm cash tight now
and christmas is coming!
friends' birthday are piling like mad

can someone please tell me
just freaking tell me
why is this world so forsaken?
why is everyone so materialistic?

i remember someone once told me
promises are meant to be broken
friendship are meant to be betrayed
if these 2 does not happen
then the world wouldn't be so forsaken

when everything around goes crumbing down
you will know what kind of friends you have
and by then
you will truly know who are your real friends