this marks my 100th post in blogger
something to be happy about?
i don't care
seriously
i don't have the urge to block about anything
because everything seems to be going against me
i've repeated my motorbike lesson 7 for 3 times
3 freaking times!
i lost my laptop because the MB went dead on me
thank god its holiday season
because i don't need to go school
but STILL it suck big time

headed for SSDC for my lesson 7 today
the horrendous rain delayed my trip
alighted and yck mrt
and cabbed from yck mrt to SSDC with a stranger
ended with each person paying $1.50
cab stopped outside SSDC because
inside is JAMMING like fuck
all the cars are trying to get out
while all the cabs are trying to get in
I ran towards the SSDC building
and towards my riding section without an umbrella
only to realise I dropped my SSDC booklet SOMEWHERE
ran back to the entrance at 38925496km/h
thanks to an auntie that found my booklet
without that I wouldn't have passed my lesson 7
yes, you didn't hear wrongly
I finally passed my lesson 7
about time yeah?
after 3 stupid attempts
they finally let me pass

let me recall what happen during my assessment
the rain is so fucking heavy before the assessment
during the assessment AND after the assessment
i was the last one to report so everyone basically waited for me
some major mistakes i made but instructor fail to see
right leg accidentally goes on the ground
i skided at the sudden change of traffic light
i was riding at 100km/h and thats the max SSDC bike can go

I look around me
But all I seem to see
Is people going no where
Expecting sympathy
It's like we're going through the motions
Of a scripted destiny
Tell me where's our inspiration
If life won't wait I guess it's up to me

Procrastination, running circles in my head
While you sit there comtemplating
You're round up left for dead
Life is what happens
While you're busy making your excuses
Another day, another casualty
But that won't happen to me