I listen to everyone's whining and complain

Giving them advices

Teaching them how to face the world

Yet

I look at myself

Acting as if I've already been beaten



I feel so down

So paranoid

Fear...

Hurt...

Scared...



It happened once before

I don't want it to happen again

It will be too much for me to take



The fear of you being taken away

Is too much for me to handle



The pain is too great

I'm already at my breaking point



I feel so lost right now

I lost all motivation

I don't know what is going on