2pm
I was at Bollywood Veggie babysitting the Secondary School students.
Making sure they don't get lost or hurt themselves.
Looking at how childish they are really reminds me of myself back then.
Now I know how it feels to have someone looking over your back while you enjoy.


I heard the sound of airplanes flying over the 10 acres of land.
I tilted my head up into the cloudy sky expecting to see what I thought it would be.
A fighter jet flew over.
It had me glazing at it for a few moments.
Soon, more and more jets flew pass and soon it went dead silent.
I stared up into the endless sky as if looking for something.
It really sets me thinking... real deep.




It's been 4 years since the break up
But it feels so-yesterday
I can still feel the pain
So much that it still hurts so much

Girl, you bring me up so high and drop me from that height
Even after surviving from that height,
I was left crippled
Crippled by you,
By your actions,
By the people around you
I had to endure everything on my own
No one was there to help me, not to say lift me up
Someone told me you cried over our breakup,
I seriously had doubts
That night when you broke the news to me,
You killed my feelings, along with my courage to love again

Not too long
You found your new love
It has to be him
But why?
I was sad but glad

Now
4 years later
I still feel the pain
You're still together
And counting...