Some time back when I was a Recruit serving my BMT, I had the mentality and strong will that I wanna serve National Service with pride. Going through all the tough trainings with my fellow bunk mates and conquer all the obstacles anyone set out for us.
Few months down the road, now currently posted to SISPEC, I don't have any motivation to carry on anymore. I don't like the life here and don't have the will to carry on. I urgently need a reason to carry on. I need a reason to fight alongside my comrades. I really do.
Broken this fragile thing now.
And I can't... I can't pick up the pieces.
And I've thrown my words all around.
I can't... I can't give you a reason.
I feel so broken up (so broken up...)
And I give up (I give up...)
I just wanna tell you so you know.
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